Tuesday, September 28, 2010
I haven't posted a blog in over 10 days. I've been meaning to. Plenty of blog worthy things have happened to me. Well funny things I think would entertain you. Or at least make you smile. Laugh maybe.
I just, well, theres no good excuse. I've just been, well, overwhelmed lately.
I have my hands in too many pots I guess you could say.
Trying to make money from home. Trying to be creative. Trying to make money being creative. Trying to go to school. Trying to simplify my life. Trying to learn photography. Trying to learn photoshop. Trying to make this blog awesome.
Trying to be a good wife. Trying to be a good mom. Trying to follow Jesus with all my heart.
Some of these things are way more important than others. I find myself putting more time in to some less important things and less into the more important things.
This is because I have no decent schedule. My time floats by all willy nilly. I need a daily schedule badly. I need to figure out how much time I should spend on each thing I want to do daily, and stick to it.
I have more troubling problems that compound this.
I am lazy.
I am a procrastinator.
I start many things and finish few.
I am easily overwhelmed.
When I'm overwhelmed I tend to hide. From everything. Taking a break at first seems refreshing. Then as the says go by, I get more worried. I need to start again. But I'm starting to get overwhelmed cause I missed too many days. Then the days just add up and starting again at all seems harder than starting over.
I'm not trying to whine. I've been blessed beyond recognition. Pretty much everything I've said is my fault.
I guess I'm just telling you why.
And I'm sorry. It's hard getting back in the habit.
And I promise to try better.
ps- Thx to those that sent me messages of concern. I'm ok. Just a little lost right now.
Photo contest winners coming up...